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About Me Member DA Addict FreakMachineFemale/United States

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Conflict

Will you touch me, just once? Pretend that you could love me, that
you know me, that you think I'm half as beautiful as you are to me.
Will you let me touch you? -- And then, would you even understand? the words that can not reach my lips, I'm shouting with my hands.

I'll always play the soldier, so that others won't take advantage of me.   I'll always lie to you when you ask me how I feel,
fight with you when I need you to hold me, smile when I want to cry.
I'll take off all my make-up when I meet you, try to become inv

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TulipsIn silence I have nestled safely, folded in its earthen case like a bulb in winter, waiting,
wishing.
And the elephants heard my murmuring, from far, far away, and thought me frightened, and stretched their trunks to hush my stirring, stretching, singing,
Until I did not wish anymore,
and desired no longer the freedom to grow, and to color, and thrive.
I grew instead to love the cool embrace of darkness, and to scorn the heat of the sun, and the cruel manhandling of the wind.
Contented, I slept, growing warm and Tulips
by ~FreakMachine

Leaving
by ~FreakMachine

Between the NotesThe letters of you - the consonants and vowels - dance over my tongue whenever I look at you. My mouth will smile of its own accord, remembering a secret shared with yours.
The rhythm and cadence of your voice, your breath, your walk, pull music, warm and deep, into my skin.
This must be what dancing is like.
Your hair and your movements,
the play of your skin around muscles and joints -- so fluid, so graceful, slide against the pads of my fingertips, the hollow of my begging palm.
It's the space between the notes that matters. &nb Between the Notes
by ~FreakMachine

LiarMy eyes have seen you rent open, cause to consequence, your soul exposed.
The falsities that filled your feeble frame were small at first, but held fast to you and never let go, multiplying conversation by conversation,

thought ...
by thought.

Now you are drowned in them,
the light of your true mind long ago suffocated by the darkness they created.
You are full of lies, and so can create nothing else. From your lips and hands you spew darkness, wrongness, confusion, and do not recognize there is no good in them Liar
by ~FreakMachine

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Mister, can you spare a dime?
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Jessie MelancholyJessie melancholy, what colour is the sky? Jessie melancholy, black iris in your eye, And though it may be winter, could you raise us a smile? Let’s go inside, instead of killing butterflies.
How we love you, You sing the blues, You wear old shoes, And don’t tell the truth.
Jessie grew a pessimist tree right outside the door, And with cynicism watered it, with 3 cans, sometimes 4, And though the monsoon came, the tree wanted more, The roots knocked down the house, and grew up through the floor.
You’ve been set free, The bailiff Jessie Melancholy
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death of a friend- the suicideso we lay you to rest. bruises on a broken neck,
tattered rope around a tired soul

brittle words and tears
flowing like cheap wine from a falsity of crooked faces
is this how we watched you go before?
a skip in your step
now folded by your own hand into this small polished box
i saw you in a car today. i waved, but you were already gone- cleaned up and packed away death of a friend- the suicide
by ~cashew-gravity

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Devious Info

Current Residence: Somewhere in your cupboards. I may or may not be eating your chocolate.
Interests: writing, singing, my family, animals, theatre, good films, music, martial arts
Favourite movie: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Favourite genre of music: rock operas
Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickinson, Mary Oliver, Gwen Frostic
Favourite game: Hell with your neighbor. And hide-and-seek. :)
Favourite cartoon character: Piglet
Personal Quote: Brussel sprouts smell like pee.
Tools of the Trade: pencil/paper, Ariel (la laptop)

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FYI

Tue May 12, 2009, 6:40 PM

Just a little update/fyi for you all. I have created yet another account, but I am in the process of deleting my lunaticapparatus one, being as how I haven't logged in for about a year. My new account is going to be exclusively photos, as I'm going through a slight obsession with my camera and this way I won't junk this account up with miles of pictures.

JUST TO WARN YOU, in the distant future, I hope to be using that account for nudes and other projects, and may be forced to pose in a few as I'm unlikely to find the guts to ask anyone to get nakie for my camera. Not that you'll have to worry about this for a LONG ASS time, because the camera I want/need for such things is about 5 years out of my price range, but if you don't want to see me naked, turn on your mature content filter.

Anyway for now it's all landscapes and animal pictures and things of that sort, so hop on over and check it out!!

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~Ewok-with-Bird-Flu Oct 21, 2009, 8:10:53 AM

Thanks for the favourite. Much appreciated!

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I might just lose my mind and rob a lace shop.

~FlyingLunatic May 12, 2009, 8:31:06 AM

Thankies for the fav!

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Show me your horse and I shall tell you who you are - English proverb

~zhoushijie Apr 5, 2009, 10:42:25 AM

thank you for the favorite. (:

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A picture is worth a thousand words.
Are those thousand words worth reading?

~FlyingLunatic Apr 1, 2009, 5:47:35 AM

Thanks for the fave! Ra!

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Show me your horse and I shall tell you who you are - English proverb

~FlyingLunatic Mar 27, 2009, 12:39:51 PM

thanks 4 the fav

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Show me your horse and I shall tell you who you are - English proverb

~FlyingLunatic Mar 24, 2009, 8:37:47 AM

Thanks for the fav!

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Show me your horse and I shall tell you who you are - English proverb

~FlyingLunatic Mar 19, 2009, 8:11:01 AM

Thanks for the fave on Demeter! Oh, and let me know as u update your story. Just the ROC character's name is fricken sweet.

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Show me your horse and I shall tell you who you are - English proverb

~xTwilightRosex Mar 18, 2009, 9:11:17 AM

Thanks so much for the fav on [link] !

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Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

Energizer Bunny arrested, charged with battery.

92% of the teenage population has switched to rap. If you are the 8% who ROCKS, copy & paste this in your signature.

~FlyingLunatic Mar 18, 2009, 8:16:34 AM

Thanks for the fave cous!

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Show me your horse and I shall tell you who you are - English proverb

~FlyingLunatic Mar 3, 2009, 8:00:40 PM

Thanks for the fav! I don't know what this mythology kick is but I'm liking it so far.

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